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hey yall!

it's been a pretty good day here!

i missed my first three classes & slept in. (= oops

so i woke up & tanned. then showered and went to camino with lauren (so much for givin up mexican for two weeks ;) ) then we had a sex and the city marathon! it was so much fun! EEEKKKK! *claps hands*! hahaha! i love my bestest friend! we are so alike and i don't know what i'd do without her!.. anyways (=

then i went to class & we made jeopardy boards on the computer. it was pretty much a huge waste of time. and then i went to dinner at cheddars with lauren and sparta.. then hit up walmart! then i went to the boys apartment and hung out with alex and sullay a bit. i haven't gotten to see them much lately cause i have been working so much & i miss them a lot! then i came home, did some laundry, finished a paper, & here i am!

so, i thought i'd write down some thoughts that i have had lately about friends.

i have had a few problems with friends lately and i guess instead of venting everything i just wanna share what i have learned:

i don't want to be a fake person. i know most everyone struggles with gossip and that is something i am trying extra hard lately not to do. gossip is ridiculous and i dont want to be apart of it. i have been at the receiving end of a lot of gossip lately with my friends and it just makes me realize that when i say things about other people, even if they aren't meant to hurt, they can and do hurt. i know what it feels like and i dont want to be that kind of person that is one way to someone's face, then completely different when they walk away. just like in the movie mean girls "omg that skirt is so cute!" *girl walks away* "that is the ugliest effing skirt i have ever seen." i dont want to be like that. Proverbs says: "gossip separates the best of friends." this one of the truest verses ever. because it does. gossip has made me keep many people at arm's length.

anyways, these are my scattered midnight thoughts thrown onto the paper (= enjoy you crazy/thoughtful friends.

love always <3

"When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue

You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
with the one thing that brings light to all my darkness

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

There is no other one who can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
'Cause I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you that I need you

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do"

DEDICATED: to my best friend, lauren (=