wabammed.

well ladies & gentlemen, God throws me for another loop yet again.

i had an amazing day. i went to class, had lunch with lexxie, cleaned my apt then sat by the pool and tanned for 2 hours with lexxie. it was awesome.

however, as soon as i pulled into the sonic parking lot, i get a call from my dad saying my uncle bert had had a heart attack. needless to day i was on edge for about half of my shift. no worries, they put a stent in & he's going to be just fine. praise the Lord for that one.

but then God "wabammed" me. not like i can really discuss this on here (sorry yall) because i haven't been able to say anything about it so far on here. however, i can say that all i can to is leave it to God. oh my goodness i would be nothing without Him. i honestly probably would have gone crazy without Him. i don't understand how people who don't have God do it. how do they make it through the hard times? i know that God has a plan for me & all i can do in this certain situation is just give it to him. He has given me so much peace over it & i am honestly pretty optimistic, no matter what happens. whatever ends up happening, i know that i will be okay. sure, i will probably be really tore up & sad for a while, and i've already lost several tears over this whole matter, but i know that if i can make it through what i made it through in october--i'll be okay.

Romans 8:28: "and we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him who have been called according to His purpose."

Jeremiah 29:11: "'for i know the plans i have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. then you will call upon me and i will listen to you. you will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. i will be found by you,' declares the Lord, 'and will bring you back from captivity.'"